Monday, May 30, 2011


my hair is unwashed, my teeth unbrushed, my toilet unscrubbed, and my milk-drenched shirts unlaundered. in all this physical world, i've never been so tangibly happy.
to have and to hold is marriage-speak, but i vow into this little one's existence as well. owen is here, and we are all in love.
we are in the foggy land of newborn, but it is a sweet, sweet time, and while i won't say it's a breeze, it's also not quite as hard as i expected it to be. i'm unmedicated (having run out) and yet happy to be so: all this love isn't chemical manufacturing, just oxytocin and mama-love dripping rich. he is a gem, and i can't let go of him right now. i think this is the first babe we've had where daddy has had to ask to hold him! this volumes for a mama who gets over-stimulated and out-touched very easily, and i'm so grateful to the Lord for this time of provision.
rickey and i held hands over owen's sleep last night, and i felt our arms had never been long enough til just that moment--the craving to stay connected despite all this external daze and busy. just the small touch, even those trickling hormonal tears, ground me in his home-arms, and though love looks different per season, it's as rich and full as these breasts that nourish the baby (answered prayer again--nursing has gone successfully from the start, and i can't believe we're doing so well!).

he is one week; it stretches long at 4 a.m. and so incredibly short by day! he was born on his due date, the longest i've ever gone and all that fullness is replaced with him-in-arms. did i mention i can't stop holding him? i might write his birth story here, but for now suffice to say welcome owen graham who was 10 lbs 10 oz and 22" long and practically delivered himself! we are tired, and we stretch into this family of now-six, and the Lord is gracious and Good. Rejoice with us!


Nancy said...

Rejoicing! (And wondering how you are recovering from childbirth, sleeping little, nursing, AND blogging???!!!) Hugs.

suzannah {so much shouting, so much laughter} said...

what a big boy! congrats, misty. rejoicing indeed (and so thankful to hear that O is such a champion nurser:)

do you have an wool nursing pads. they are magical. xo, friend.

Sarah said...

Oh, what joy for you and your Owen! Love to you in these hazy days.

Ostriches Look Funny said...

Oh this makes me excited for myself and happy for you!!!

Leslie said...

SO rejoicing with you!!!

emily wierenga said...

oh misty, i am so, so happy for you!!! sweet owen... what a blessed boy you are. this makes me ever so excited to hold my kasher :)

deb colarossi said...

What a telling of family.
Of real and surreal.

love to you all .